a letter from my heart.

Monday, December 27, 2010


I can understand why one does not like me and I can understand why one does not enjoy my accompany, but as a friend, as family you have obligations and these are compassion and understanding. My family (i.e. relatives) is despicable. They have no heart, therefore no compassion. They have no feelings, therefore they cannot understand those of one another. I wish I had a family who cared, I wish I was closer with the good ones. and I wish I had better friends. I wish for so much, yet I have to manage with so little. So instead I'll show compassion to those that do not wish to show to another and I notice their suffering of their believes of never owning enough money and thus their excessive greed for it. I'll try to understand them though they do don't wish to do for one another and I understand their eyes see what they want to see and their ears hear what they want to hear. I understand their jealousy that consists of merely a blow of air. Do not desire that what you do not posses, rather work hard to make it your own. Taking pride in your work is much more respectable than filling your pockets by using people. I give my heart to the people I love and I do not like my heart to shatter into pieces. So if you break my heart, do not think you can glue it by small talk and a nice smile. I take pride in my work and I do not appreciate my sweat being compared to another one's impersonation of condensing. I know I have been lacking in confidence, perseverance and faith, but now...
it is time that I make a stand.


Monday, December 27, 2010


and now addicted to yet another temptation.

robin of the hood.

Sunday, December 19, 2010


I haven't been visiting the cinema frequently lately. Mostly because I thought this year had very low-quality movies released, but I was wrong. As I said, I haven't been going to the cinema that often and I guess I missed out on a few good movies.

Robin Hood (2010)
Ridley Scott
Stars: Russell Crowe, Cate Blanchett and Matthew Macfadyen
Genre: action, adventure, drama

One of the good movies this year happened to be Robin hood. I still remember the joy watching Robin Hood, played by Kevin Costner and Morgan Freeman as Azeem. And I always loved the Disney version of Robin Hood. However, this time it's not an original movie, it's and adapted story. The have been many sequals and adapted movies lately, which are tiring. It would be fun watching an original movie for once!
But for this time, I have been very wrong. The story of this version was very original and of course you can only expect the best acting from Russel Crowe. Many people believe him to be an a--hole (I don't know and I don't care), but he is a great actor! I also liked Cate Blanchett, she is such a classy lady, no matter what.
What I really liked about this movie is that the story was rather simple actually, yet original. The movie was good from the beginning till the end. There weren't too many dramatic scenes or too many fighting scenes, the movie had a very good structure. It wasn't too serious either, there were a lot of jokes in the movie. The characters where very lovable too, I guess.
And I must be honest, this was kind of a gladiator-like movie. But I did not mind, Gladiator was (and still is) one of the best movies ever. However, this movie was less serious and dramatic as Gladiator, so it's not really comparable, but Robin Hood and Maximus are comparable characters.

Overall I think the movie was great and definitely fun to watch. If you haven't seen this movie yet, I recommend you do.

cozy winter.

Saturday, December 18, 2010


simple torn wild.

Friday, December 17, 2010





which is the best for my header? :)

heaven is for rockstars.

Friday, December 17, 2010


again with the tattoos...
pic taken from life in pics


Thursday, December 16, 2010


image stolen from flickr

december cravings.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


aren't these just lovely?

Champagne Knitted Rib Short Sleeve Cardigan — Topshop

Zip Front Kimono Midi Dress — ASOS

this really isn't my colour...

Sunday, December 12, 2010


is it?


Sunday, December 12, 2010


I'm thinking of getting a tattoo

but not as big as theirs

though they have some amazing ones (:
taken from coute que coute


Saturday, December 11, 2010


Do I like the shirt, jewels or tattoos better? I have no clue.
pic snatched from the tattoologist